I’m reading Acts straight through and there are so many things that I’m learning and wanting to change about the way I operate in ministry. The early church inspires me to proclaim the gospel boldly here in Slovakia and everywhere I go. I recently heard a talk from Eric Theonnes, about being gospel people. I remember this talk so specifically, it was the first day of the area staff conference and I was wiped out, I fell asleep in the middle of the talk. So, why am I writing about a talk that I fell asleep in the middle of, well to highlight the fact that ministry is exhausting and that even if you fall asleep, people remember good talks. I also remember this talk because in Biba’s notes there are only a few things in English, she tells me that she just writes which ever comes first to her (English, Slovak, I guess this could include other languages in her repertoire) she had written, “we are gospel people but we live in a performance world.” This is so true, isn’t it. We’ve been completely set free by the power of Christ’s blood on the cross and ressurection, yet we live like we have something to prove. Something in the midst of our desperate need for grace, mercy and truth. I’m amazed by this in my own character but also as I read through Acts, I notice how these people in the early church were people of the gospel. There are things said like, “and each day the Lord added to their group those who were being saved.” (Acts 2:47) In Acts 2, there is an intense (by our standards today) definition of community,

“A deep sense of awe came over them all, and the apostles performed many miraculous signs and wonders. And all the believers met together constantly and shared everything they had. They sold their possessions and shared the proceeds with those in need. They worshiped together at the Temple each day, met in homes for the Lord’s Supper, and shared their meals with great joy and generosity - all the while praising God and enjoying the goodwill of all the people. And each day the Lord added to their group those who were being saved.” (Acts 2:43-47)

(and I didn’t even copy that from biblegateway.com)

So, in reading things like this, and in thinking on the character of my community in which I currently live, I have a lot of changing to do. I think the thing that probably sticks out to me the most is the fact that I am so selfish. Especially living here and in receiving things from America, I want to hold on so tightly to them, because I can’t just go out and get them anywhere, but that prevents community, it doesn’t foster it.

I’m reading so many great books right now, more on that later. So, in my currently reading section, don’t get overwhelmed, I’m just a sponge right now, and in a position (please note the word choice) to hear from the Lord. I want to know where He wants me next year and so I’m asking Him about that a lot, which will soon, no doubt inspire a fast. Which, unfortunately, is not a spiritual discipline that I am used to.

Currently Reading:

Acts

Currently Listening to:

Through the Static, Jack Johnson, released today, find it on itunes